Bck

Finally i bck from KL this morning around 10am reach sdk...
abit bu she de there,like some memory there,but i duno wat,maybe missing the noise at there
and the smell of air there,a busy town...
whn i return here,juz peace bck...ppl around here diffrent thn there,feel like wan to go
there and experience the colourful world,duno how is like??hmmm.....
b4 goin there,very miss someone actually,but i knw...he din miss me at all,and din care...
feel very sad,i though everything will be fine after a few month,but no''its getting long long away,
and cant see it anymore,avnite i will still miss,i reli try to put him down,but cant,i still miss those precious moment we have,i cant even forget,i still cant get it y i love u so much,i duno...and i knw,u still blame and hate me,u wont even forgive me,and u already get wat u wan now,i knw u are cheating me smtg,but i din mind at all, juz abit sad,haizzz,nvm bah...cox i still love u...
but at this moment,someone dig in to my heart,i duno i love him o not,juz feel like wan to care him,he kinda good ppl,i like to talk with him,cox he teach me many things,and im thinking if he can help me forget him,and i will willing to love him and get a new life

Still Loving u..~

U are in trouble,and im willing to help u ...
all wat i have done is for u. . .
is not tat i wan u to bck to me..
is juz tat i dun wan u to get hurt or anything happen to u...
cox i care lots about u...
cox i love u...
i duno what i have done u will preaciate or not...
i juz hope tat u can love me bck...
i hope u will bck to me juz like how we stay happily last time...
those time i will never forget...
i hope it will hapen again,and i will hold it tigh forever...
i knw u are in stress now...
i will give time
give each other time...
and i knw time will change everything...
i hope u will chage too...
change to who u are last time..
plz dun hurt me anymore..
i still love u so much...

只是太后悔

I duno wat to say,wat to do anymore...
i juz cant live without u ...
i though i can juz put down u easily...
i though i can juz forget u easily...
i really try,but its not work,its getting more worst,im missing u so much here,but do u knw it,
do u ever think about me,do ever think wat im doin all tiz day...
im juz waiting and hoping u will bck to me,and i juz willing to wait,
cox i cant do anything anymore...juz wait,
i juz hope tat time can change everything,and u will bck to me...
but all tiz day waiting u is very hard to me...
i duno why im so loving u,it juz the feeling u gave me tat i never had...
im truetly sad cox i din preciate it,u owez give me change,but i owez done wrong and don listen...
and now u are gone,like never coming bck...no mercy to me anymore,i think tiz is my punishment,and im gonna take it as a lesson...
maybe u are giving me a lesson hoping tat i can change,
but y u wan to treat me like tat ,why u wanna hurt me so deep,
i never been hurt like tat b4...
but i din mad i reli love at u,cox u,
cox everything i done wrong is juz bcox of u...
everything i do is juz bcox of u...
is all about u...
but i never think tat it will hurt u so much...
im sry my dear,very sry...
if there is 1 more changed to me to love u...
i will change,i promiss not to lie anymore,not to hurt u,just love u...
i knw its hard for u to beliving me one moretime,
but i juz can wait for tiz change...
cox i really too love u

Home...`

sienzz, avtime i think of home,i feel sienzz...i hate da feel at home,

but whn goin out oso duno wan to go where,juz blame on sdk why so cheap and bored,

haih,wat to do...use to it lorx,there's is 1 more week holiday to ready for my exam,duno y wan skip so many days to exam,if there is no holiday i think my spm already pass so long time...haih,untill december somemore~~~~~kik sui,boring day~~but lucky hv my love 1 acc me,sayang him,cute 1,like girl girl somemore....=.=like im his man,he is my girl...no man for him,juz CUTE

Coming Soon

Ya...My holiday is coming soon,but im still not done yt wit my spm,reli hate it...
But i kinda relax with tat exam,cox i can owez take answer,and i feel like full of lucky with tat exam,and feel like time pass by so fast,but i still hv few more week to end tat exam,i think quit fast d...like need for speed,+~.~after my exam the second day im goin to kl and singapore to celebrate x-mas and new year at there,and i will be staying there for 1 month,bck sdk on 2010=.=,and hope tat my love 1 will wait for me...after those coming day and i will goin to HK to celebrate CNY at there,whn i heard tat...gosh! like so many planning and busy,and i hv no change to celebrate wit my fwen,cox i miss them and i hv no fren at there........but,its ok,i will take my time to relax there wit no stress...

question mark coming many in my brain,my sch life finally end,i owez hope to end my sch life fast,cox i hate to go to sch,cox lazy,but now,abit sad,and bu she de,duno y=.=miss tiong hua i think...~.~and i duno wat i should do next of my life...
i hv a plan,but duno iziit gonna work,i hope will....cox tats my wish,if its truth,i will do it well,if its juz a dream,thn i hv the second plan,i hope it will work,hope it is rite,hope avone will support espeacially my love 1,hope i like it and hope i will enjoy...=)
tats all i wan!!!=.=

Too Love ---->LIE<----Too hurt

Too Love ---->LIE<----Too hurt

Its a lesson for me...
im sorry tat i lie to u so much...
reli felt so sry...
thx for the memory...
i will owez remember u
i will always remember wht u teach me...
oni u can change my whole life to be a good person...
and now,i cant blame anyone,cox its all my fault,i start it myself
juz blame on myself,why i lie...cox i too care,too love...
and now,its time to change myself...change my bad habit,
never done it anymore...
i wont let u dissapointed...
i knw i can...
thx...
i love u

You finally said it out,

Actually, you already don't love me anymore

Why do you bow your head,You know this joke can't fool me

However, this isn't a joke

It is the evading of the reason why you left me

What else can I do, You don't love me anymore

I've always loved you, Is that not enough

What more can I do, So that you won't leave me

I know that you have no intention to continue looking at me

Wholeheartedly wanting to leave me

Actually I really love you, but never seriously said so

Maybe it's my fault

Care about you a lot, but only keeping it in my heart

Don't ask me why,Because I love you, that is my reason

Nothing really that needs to be forgiven

My smile might seem a little forced

As you know, I can always pretend not to be suffering

Don't want to see you so tired

Wishing to give me one more opportunity

my hand holding onto what is only wind

tiz song owez in my mind..~.~

蔡依林-妥协

你总爱编织谎言 我负责配合表演

所有改变 只为了进入你的世界

这情节 重复了一百遍

才发现 是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规

所有时间 都是先给了你优先权

不自觉 爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是无解

绑着你 不让你飞

历史不断重演 我好累

爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写

你已下最后通牒

我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡 我不想再为你掉泪

我了解 不会变 不再徘徊 开始自己的明天...